1. 17:28 14th May 2012

    Notes: 1

    Tags: proserants

    What do us we all want?

    The price of not wanting to fit in, is not fitting in. I don’t want a people job. I feel the PRESSURES of the people and their opinions of my indecent life. Of my lazy life. Of my life devoted to pleasures and  I don’t want to wear clothes or brush my hair. I want to sit in the sun and lay in the grass. I want to close my eyes and pretend you aren’t here. I don”t want to sit in chairs anymore. I think I’m going to give that up. I don’t want to use blenders anymore, either. I don’t want to hear any kind of bell anymore. It’s enough of that, too.

     
  2. Every man has inside himself a parasite being who is acting not at all to his advantage.
    — William Seward Burroughs
     
  3. Rats are runaway shoes.
    — L. Antonia Primavera
     
  4. 11:50

    Notes: 1

    Tags: prosepoetrybeatnik

    Do Gooder

    You honorable

    You trouble not of your making

    Sinless shoulder shaker

    Purifying air filter

    Green Growing

    Optimist smiling

    On time

    Early Waker-

    Open the window

    As you leave this

    Sleep later

    Wake and baker

    Red eyed lying

    Time waster

    In Peace

     
  5. Page 118- 124

    • Oh We Oh We Sad Sad My happiest feather flew away on the bird brain who broke my heart

    I tried to show the stars unaffected by the city lights to a visiting friend.

    Don’t you see?

    Don’t you see?

    Not impressed- he went inside.

    I Blame You

    If I trace the position of my mouth with the back of my pen, it’s a frown

    I’m in this anger. I am walking , breathing anger.

    SPEW SPEW SPEW

    ALRIGHT RAIN

    I’m soaked

    I give

    Where is this rain?

    EVERYWHERE

    I read the same book 3 times. Each time I forget.

     
  6. The Pain Of A Break-up

    Hold it together old heart . You’ve been through worse and you don’t have to finish that chicken sandwich if you don’t want to.

     
  7. Page 96 - 115

    Ocean

    I think I love you. Though we’ve just met. We’ve just touched for the first time today. My body hasn’t left your side since I first looked into your fire and little lamb eyes.I could love you for at least a while- so beautifully and completely- if just for a day or even a month. You are a mind bump in my sense of what,something, i don’t know. I think I may have thought of you once or twice in my lifetime. I’m not saying this because I want to you stop what you are doing and jump out of a closed window to find me and say,”That’s it, I totally felt that wondrous hypernova of emotion sunbeams the minute I saw you” but I just thought you should know that just your being created such a sudden full body passionate enchantment to me that it was almost or only can be defined as spiritual- But no pressure or anything

    “Why should we not meet, not always as dyspeptics, to tell our bad dreams, but sometimes as eupeptics, to congratulate each other on the ever-glorious morning? I don not make an exorbant demand , surely?” - Thoreau

    Green is just a color

    Day is just a y and d

    life is just a moment

    that sometimes I feel I have lingered in too long

    THE ONLY SKY IS UP IN THE CITY.

     
  8. 13:08

    Tags: artist

    WANTED

    Artist with good promotional marketing qualities. Call 1-800-sellsoul

     
  9. Page 93

    The Same Old Song

    Find Your Love (then they are)

    Gone

    It’s too late ( wrong timing)

    Never looking for love

    Too much too soon (almost always)

    Bring back my heart

    I may need it ( now what to do with it)

    Need it when I least expect it

    2:30 AM

    Who wants to raid my greenhouse?

    I’m open for observation and lessons

    with what will fill the bright

    and bushy tailed

    life ahead?

    I’m taking notes

    Why is the light so serious?

    I’m just kidding.

    RATHER

    Release the pearls!

    Release the pearls!

    Gone be the ego

    Why do this? RATHER

    “Pursue your own passions”

    “Follow your heart”

    Throw caution to the wind” and all of that GENERAL:
    DO IT! DO IT! DO IT! BULLSHIT

     
  10. Page 81-93

    Sipping at the ladle hunching- I’m Quasimodo

    Will this potion work? You know me - not to follow recipes

    Exact

    Frogs splashing around in pot Luckily the heats not on

    tat tuam asi  ” Self knowledge is a realization of one’s original identity with God” - Alan Watts

    EGO AS AN ELEPHANTS TUSK

    Sprouting, peeking from youth hoping to be noticed an growing into longer lengths and ritual dances and self defense

    becomes important and useful and can soon grow to a size of a LEADER! and can carry the weight of any self doubt or scrutiny

    and finally dies and leaves behind nothing

    I ate a fruit

    A fruit did I eat? A fruit I did eat. It was cold as I suspected it would be.

    to becleverwithoutsarcasmtobesweetwithoutsugartobehappywithoutmaterialthings

    tobesatisfiedwithoutanythingorfeelingneedfor

    tomorrowtobelovedwithoutattachmenttoloveorpassiontobefreewithout

    beingcaughtintheideaofseparationfromanyotherlivingthinginthisunifiedallencompassing

    worldtowalkthepathandstopandseethelivinglittlecreaturesassmallastimeandasbigaslife

    breathingandhopingandfollowingdestinyandnaturalinstinct?providingforfamiliesandburrowing

    inTHOUGHTS- Like MINE like MINE inaplacemuchsmallerthanwerealizeinalifemuchbiggerandsmallerthanwerealize

    whatgoalsweallhavewhatplansweallhavetodayandtomorrowandin50yearswithnoideaifwewill

    behereorabigblackholewilltakeusallandeverythingwillrushandendupinanewthoughtandfantasylights

    The cat sits, stares

    I stare too

    Grey Sky

    Bare Tree

    Sways Slightly